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Thursday, July 26, 2007
jealous 9:45 AM
umm, so kayo na nga ni joanne. fuck i was so hurt. i guess tapos na talaga. is this how we are really going to end? mas lalo akong nanlumo nung sinabi saken ni ayes na hindi ka na daw babalik dito sa september. i am all screwed up. i want you back!! pero wala na akong magawa. you already seem happy. now nararamdaman ko na talaga na you'll never know how important someone is 'til it's gone. that time i wanted to do everything for you to love me back a.g.a.i.n. sa relationship namin ni david, ask him pa how i was lame. PUTANGINA talaga, i thought i can already move on. pero hindi pa pala talaga. now it's clear. my heart will never be able to beat, not unless it's for you.
but i guess, what i'm trying to say is impossible. because of my mistake, i've ruined the most important thing to me. it hurts me as hell to know that YOU DON'T LOVE ME ANYMORE:'(
You are everything i wanted,
and more...