philopopsicle once exclusive, now accessible to anyone. don't convince yourself that just because you have read some of my bloggerings, it doesn't necessarily follow that you already know me as a person. most of the words written here are just a burst of an immense emotion that needs to find a decent way of break through. i may not write well as you think you do but what the hell, it is my blog. and for those who appreciate, gratitude is my sincere shot.
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
I MOVED 5:50 PM
NO LONGER BE WRITING HERE
moved to:
http://strawberriwasted.wordpress.com/
see you there :)
You are everything i wanted,
and more...
feliz cumpleaños mi amigo! :) 9:13 AM
I don't know how to start it. :P
SO here's what I'm gonna do:
Write my first impression
Write something about you
And how I think this friendship lasts and a short message
When I first met you I just know we'd be even-steven as hell. I don't really know how it happened… We all know that you're friendly as fuck... (ahaha pardon my choice of words :P ) but I kinda tend to choose my crowd. I have this "first-impression-last syndrome" but to be dead-fuck serious I didn't even had a first impression on you… It was like we were really here to exist to be friends… We never knew how it happened but just did. It's really hard for me to trust anybody but for you its like an outpour of trust. I can exactly be how I feel, exactly be how I think. I don't even remember if we had something in common or something we can never jive at… I can't even remember not knowing you… Its like God placed us together at the same place to freaking know that being acquaintance doesn't always be the case.
So to tell who you are on my perspective? I think you're one hell of a DOPE friend. :) I'm really lucky to have you as a friend. Why? Well duh?!? Tell me, who could possibly tolerate my nincompoop-ness? Who can tolerate a call at night when you're enjoying a deep freaking sleep and on middle of something important decides to listen to a bonkers friend just to hear a fucktard problem? (I feel like crying right now really but I can't because my sisters stares as me like I'm some kinda lunatic :P) You know I couldn't thank you more nor less… And I think you're dope in anyway I could possibly think of… You're thoughtful as hell, A good brother, son, boyfriend and friend as inferno! :P (I'm not kissing ass here. You freaking know me and read me like a book… I tell what I wanna say) I know sometimes you can be a drag especially when it has something to do with school or something you really wanted or really don't like. You're one HARD-HEADED bitch! but I couldn't think of you as something less! You're my bestest friend and I know you as fuck, before you even say it I already know it! :P We'd have one hella'f a time just sitting on a bench at a very corny setting… We can eat for hell we care even if we turned out to be an obese when we're together… We'd think of something stupid and something genius at a time! We can always be close together at conversation even we're fuckin' billion miles apart! We can not talk for years and still know that one day if we bump again to each other like the fist time we met, we'll still perfectly know each other like we never missed a thing on the past… (Yes. You smile and freaking agree on it… because you know in your mind and heart that it's freaking weirdly far-fetched TRUE) I will never forget how you comforted me on times I was at core-low… I know sometimes you get pissed at me for being insensitive but you know I never mean to be that way… I will never forget how we had fun: food trips, road trips, movie trips, inuman trips, or just by staring at the vast air. You're one hell of a company!!! Nobody will never enjoy just being with you mehn. I will never be able to tell you how awesome you have been and will ever be with words, I guess it will always be that way… An experience always be treasured and something to look forward to. :)
How this friendship works and will probably last? To tell you honestly… Nothing. It's something we spontaneously have and will always have. :P We can never NOT understand each. Just dope-ly innate :P So for my short message: You know what you want my friend, pursue it. You're responsible enough to know things at this point so you better value the things you have now especially HER (you know who I'm talking about…) You will never be able to find someone like her anymore one hell of a SHIZNITZ mehn. Better hold on it enough, I bet you don't want her gone. You're lucky to be with the one you love, you don't know how much it sucks not to be with her… So remember that I will always be here to listen… I will always have the time, I got your BACK Bro. :) Happy Birthday and again wishing you an extreme level of BLISS :)
miss you.
You are everything i wanted,
and more...