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Thursday, August 16, 2007
i am missing y.o.u. 9:53 AM
man, i damn miss him so much:( but then i feel so much better now. nakausap ko na xa nung sunday e. and i guess he's ok, even if he keeps on telling me that he isn't what he seem like. yah..so what's that suppose to mean? i hope his new girlfriend is taking good care of him. i so wanna talk to him again.
we talked about the issue of him comming back. but then i wasn't in my self right now. but even if i'm not me right now, God, the question is a no-brainer. i uberly want him back. i haven't moved-on. i still feel for you. i want you to know what i feel. but then i guess it wouldn't move you anyways. i don't think you remember me kahit isang beses lang. i don't get any message from you. but that is understandable. you have given someone your commitment. and i know you. you stick to what you say. and stand by your decisions, unlike me. i'm sorry for having to break my promises. but i still want to love you forever or if not, atleast for-life-time.
i'm so happy because you still want my opinion in your decisions. and i loved it when you told me: that i'm the only person you've really been honest with and that you too wanted to talk to me:). if you only know how i wait everyday for you to go online.
hai, your girlfriend is so paranoid di naman ako manggugulo e. i have nothing against her. pero the way she talk isn't very nice. what is it with her? kaya tuloy ako napapapatol. hai. how dare her call me a bitch..tsk. yan ba pinagpalit mo talaga sakin? pff...
status sa friendster:
joanne: please move on because we are.
jhoi: love is not a COMPETITION, it is ACCEPTANCE. -by some dude:)
jhoi: i still love fitzi
joanne: i know you still, (and called me a bitch on her blog)
jhoi: I.N.T.I.M.I.D.A.T.E.D?? or maybe T.H.R.E.A.T.E.N.E.D?? haha love where i am right now:)
joanne: hahaha! u sooo crack me up!, who da bitch?you?ouh..hahaha..rr-ighht...
jhoi: love me or HATE me,, i wont give a DAMN!!:) i still matter:)
jhoi: go on LAUGH HARD, understandable. because your face is HILARIOUS!haha, love being such a BITCH:)
yuck i don't really wanna be bitchy and all pero she provoked me. i'm just protecting my self too. i so wanted to talk to you, to text you, but i respect the fact that you already have a girlfriend. and that you love her. and she deserve to be respected...
You are everything i wanted,
and more...