philopopsicle once exclusive, now accessible to anyone. don't convince yourself that just because you have read some of my bloggerings, it doesn't necessarily follow that you already know me as a person. most of the words written here are just a burst of an immense emotion that needs to find a decent way of break through. i may not write well as you think you do but what the hell, it is my blog. and for those who appreciate, gratitude is my sincere shot.
Thursday, August 30, 2007
something missing 8:11 PM
i can tell atleast i am happy now because of my friends. like what GEN told me: why would we need attention from a lover? when we already get so much attention from friends and family?
i've got my DAD who's giving me too much attention and a person i could talk to about almost everything. i've got ZIEN who had always been there for me, give me advice once in a while, keep silent to empathize, laugh with me through problems (bebeh, i remember when we're scolded sa anatomy by miss maanyo. haha,) and above all who never judged me when i was in the stage of unbeatable stupidness and when i committed mistakes. i've got LULU who had always been there to listen to me sa classroom and sa chat room and have trusted me with her secrets. and my companion where ever we go and wherever the world would take us. i've got SAM and JOJO. the Terrific Trio. hahaha. who had always been there to let time pass by quick as if there is no problem to face. my ka-food trip. my pares. i've got SLIQUECHIC most especially GEN, to trust her problems with me too, and encourage me once in a while, and GELA, my lakwatsa partner (road trip kung saan saan.) and my happy-happy-mate. and i've got my online da-barkads.
(actually sobrang dami pa e. wag na naten masyadong i-elaborate. i know them naman e. i'll never forget what they have done for me.)
you guys really helped me to take a break with all the sappiness. you guys dont know how much love and gratitude i feel for you. but ofcourse i can not deny the fact that something is still missing. my mistakes that i can no longer undo. the person i lost because i did not take good care of that much. i wanted him to fill up the missing part to attain my, let me say: "nirvana." but i guess you can never really get everything that you want.
hai. this feeling is making me go insane. madness.
the only remedy for LOVE is to l.o.v.e. MORE! -by some cool dude
You are everything i wanted,
and more...