philopopsicle once exclusive, now accessible to anyone. don't convince yourself that just because you have read some of my bloggerings, it doesn't necessarily follow that you already know me as a person. most of the words written here are just a burst of an immense emotion that needs to find a decent way of break through. i may not write well as you think you do but what the hell, it is my blog. and for those who appreciate, gratitude is my sincere shot.
Monday, August 6, 2007
spark of so little hope 11:40 AM
(when i saw that joanne wrote this, i had a little spark of hope. hopping that you haven't forgotten me yet, and atleast you still think of me. that's all i want jay. for me to know if you still think of me or you already have totally moved on.)
"I so fucking get hurt every time I see or hear HER name.
I don’t know what to do anymore.
I just feel I’m not good enough…
or that no one can ever replace her in your heart…
Sometimes I think I made the wrong moves.
But I still wanna give it a try.
Only because I have regained my feelings for you.
Do you?"
You are everything i wanted,
and more...