philopopsicle once exclusive, now accessible to anyone. don't convince yourself that just because you have read some of my bloggerings, it doesn't necessarily follow that you already know me as a person. most of the words written here are just a burst of an immense emotion that needs to find a decent way of break through. i may not write well as you think you do but what the hell, it is my blog. and for those who appreciate, gratitude is my sincere shot.
Monday, October 8, 2007
lethargic mode 10:56 PM
i have to write today. it's now or never. nah... i'd still write wherever, whenever, or whatever occurs. but since i've been ms.uberly-busy lately, and have no time for anything, to be excessively honest, this is really the only time i could be me and express my mind. talking to whoever and using this keyboard as an input. a stress realeser.
well i hate to make this site as a diary/journal. as you can see, i've never written anything that had happen to me on a specific day on the entries dated. it's because it would be a lame way to build a blog. atleast that's what i think. i opine that you make a blog to be able to put your thoughts into a written, or atleast typed words. which can freely be read by others or if not, atleast you have written it and have something to look back to when you're at your sloth and jaded mode (as time being). to be able to assess your self on how you write at a specific time. or maybe to be able to laugh at yourself because of the absurd thoughts that had unbelievably popped out of your loony mind.
oh well, i'm in the mood to write what had happen to me today. it's i think, not out of the ordinary. same as the other passed days wherein i have to cram because i have procrastinated, to study and focus my brain out for the test on the day to come, to be up the whole night and find my self sleeping and never wanted the morning to come because i can't get enough of the addicting indolence.
today, i'm a bit annoyed because i wasn't been able to answer my test confidently. not because i didn't study or also because i know the book by heart... but because the questions were ridiculous. well yah, i know that when a child complains that his anus (locally) is itching, it is caused by a pinworm that had migrated out of his anus, but what the hell, do we really have to know the specific name of the pathogen? okay okay... it is Enterobious vermicularis. fine, i'd never forget that. urgh. and what's with the gram positive and negative? do we really need to kno the characteristic of each pathogens? the shape, or whether it is structured by a chain or by cluster? pointless and senseless. and oh yah, i'm not ONLY talking about micro biology here but also pol gov. pester-ing. okay now, we get the point that we have to study the bill of rights for us to be able to know our rights and privileges, to know the power to be performed by the executive, legislative, and judicial departments. but what the hell do we know about certioari, mandamus, and quo warranto?!? fcuk. i don't know if the one who made the test is some sort of a moron. pure preposterous.
oh well, i still enjoyed the day. even if my car overheated. AGAIN. for the third time in history, since the alpha really begun... on which i was never too lucky in handling cars... so why did i had fun today? umm i guess two of the best reason is that: it's my day, which nobody has the right to disaccord. freedom of expression. and secondly i ate at Grams Diner with zien, a friend that i hyperbolically miss :)
not that much of a rant nor a tirade...
ciao!
You are everything i wanted,
and more...