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Thursday, October 11, 2007
miss.preoccupied and missundaztood 6:41 PM
october. gosh, i'm so preoccupied. too much of life i guess. or maybe i can't have my own time for my own life anymore. maybe i was so overwhelmed by the condition of others life, friends' life. it's not that i've been intruding of some sort, it's just that they were asking for my help and i'm willing to do so. did i ever mention that i wanted to be a psychologist? i wanted people telling me what they have got to say, to study one's behavior, to do psychological researches, testings, to give advises and counselings etc. maybe i was so deluged by the feeling that they wanted my help, and that's what i really wanted. to be able to ameliorate just by listening to their problems or just whatever they have got to say, to be able to be there when they needed something... like advices, opinions, suggestions or whatever... i can even do some critique-ing if they wanted to. or maybe to be able to help on things that i am good at or things i am versed at. but sometimes HELP can be viewed by others adversely. but i can not blame them... i guess sometimes you just have to know until when and where at some point you could help... that's why, i guess, i got the idea that i'm just missundaztood.
aww... i'm just too preoccupied this past days. finals which is a killer. that statistics test which is really a big horrible crap. i only got 3 answers which i am sure at and it was over 50 items... i really have got to prepare my self to see my flunking grades for this semester. my dad is so gonna kill me. (nah, he's not expecting or whatsoever.)
still am preoccupied... RLE and healthcare test comming-up. need to study. study. study. study.
and also, the thing that has been really bothering me lately is the up comming birthdays of people close to me...
so...
advance happy birthday to:
- my sister: Mia Bianca Lerum (oct.15)
- Ancel Joseph Litong (oct.15)
- Ana Marie Rae Toldoya (oct.17)
- Rozelle Avelino (oct.27)
- and my "bestest" friend: Krizienne Lyn Cruz Santos (oct.28)
wish you all guys a haPpi, hapEe, haPpY birthday.
love yah all :)
aloha (bye for now)
You are everything i wanted,
and more...