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Saturday, June 14, 2008
i've been longing for this 12:22 AM
lately I've been busy for some reason i can't remember, ya, i know. early sign of Alzheimer's disease. i even forgot things that had happen this past few days, so let's take a recap [starting Monday, June 9 of year 2008]...
Monday:
so we all know that we should celebrate Independence Day on June 12, but due to some irrational change, our freaking president switched the Thursday holiday to Monday. oh well, at least got the time to spend with my father and little brother. so we watched movies: Kung Fu Panda and Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull. and what have i learned from the movies?! well i've come to agree with that old and wrinkly turtle that there's no such thing as ACCIDENT. all things happen because we'll get something from it, like for example, i have car troubles just for possible reasons that I've been reckless and careless and that i should learn from the event and try to be extra careful next time, or we might bump at someone that could save our ass in future, or maybe someone annoying suddenly comes out of the blue and just take part in our lives even if we never got the chance to choose whether they can stay for long or just put them in dispatch because we never know, maybe that irritating person is the one who we'd end up with, for some unexpected but consequent reasons, well at least i hope... i've also learned that it's only through us things can become special. well it doesn't really apply for me at the moment. nothing seems so special for me in any way for now. well maybe things could change tomorrow...
Tuesday:
was the first day of my first semester as third year. so how was it?? it was like i was in some kind of freak show. everybody talk in a very discreet manner which i'm never used at. everybody look so intimidating, and as if stupidity kills within that crowd. waaa. i miss my old buddies. so odd yet so familiar, waa i'd miss yen ling, ayes, aireen, kat, raine, lulu, sam, jojo, kuya and ancel most... really. foe real!
Wednesday:
color coding. i'm supposed to go to Manila Doctors Hospital to have my nose and throat swab test and go to Manila Doctors College for my third dose of Hepa B vaccine, but due to unavoidable slothfulness, yup. you got it right. i just SLEPT the whole day... love sleep.
Thursday:
accomplished all unfinished requirements. and oh ya, before i forget. there's this unknown dude who happened to have same last name as mine, and insanely has same name as my first love which is really bizarre.
'Jhay Lerum' - yes. crazy.
i say he's 99.99% related to my family.
how come?
i dunno. i just know so. and besides, my last name is that rare that foe sure we're relative. i can't converse to him that much because i guess he stays in Bangkok, so there. very weird coincidence.
Friday:
which is just an hour ago. well, i went to school for a make up class on Maternal - Child Nursing? so ya. still thinking of a gift on Dad's day. and oh ya. i've changed layout. hope you guys liked it...
ciao for now.
You are everything i wanted,
and more...