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birth day:26th of may
age:nineteen
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patience was NEVER her virtue
skeptical and undecided
reckless and candid
dreamt of being a killer/assassin
a bum that loves sleep
keeps her friends close
and enemies unnoticed
explosive and violent
harsh and untammed

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strawberries & peaches
coffee is an addiction.
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Bruce Wayne/ Batman
Warhols' pop art
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Italian f o o d
Grey's Anatomy
ParaMORE
(ulk emo.)
Chuck Bass - i love
Steven Hyde - i adore
and and...
G O D - my all

she hates: arrogance.


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Friday, July 11, 2008

acused of being a homophile 7:45 AM


let me get this straight okay?!
I am ONLY intimately attracted to MAN.
for short, i am STRAIGHT.
no FLEXIBILITY as some construe.

that is as far as i can tell...

oh no. I AM NOT A LESBO,
this is not the right time for IDENTITY CRISIS!
i'm too old for that baloney.
effing crap.

awhile ago, i was acused of being a lesbo for some reason i really can not hold a grip onto. hmmmm. let me see. self assessing. well, here are some cues i might be guilty of:

1. i do tend to be really boy-ish for most of the time
2. yes, i do came from an exclusive all girls school
3. i do admire people of same sex
4. my masculine side is more dominant than of my feminine side
5. and lastly, i am closer to my guy-friends than of my girl-friends

so maybe yah, i could be mistaken as some tomboy. but a lesbian? i just really can't get why i couldn't convince a person than i am not gay! i am not. i might sound uberly defensive now but i couldn't really just believe that someone positively believes that i couldn't be at any chance, is STRAIGHT. yes. i am really surprised. i never even been close to the point wherein i would go into a relationship with a girl. na-ah. never a choice for me.

but as ate Becca said: i can never tell.
me, myself can never really assure..

so did i leave you confused?

believe me,

you're not ALONE.

You are everything i wanted,
and more...