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Wednesday, October 29, 2008
i'm gonna be great 3:33 PM
yesterday night i was so envious because i have this couple of friends which as i can see are very much in love. the girl is my barkada, and the guy which i happened to know long time ago before they even met. so the scenario was the girl was learning how to drive and her boyfriend was the one who is teaching her how to, it was funny how they scolded, argued, and screamed at each other but at the end of the day they ended up more in love. huhu where the effing hell is my knight?? yuck i sound so desperate... it's not that i am in a hurry, it's just that whenever i see scenarios like this, i tend to have this awkward feeling, it's the same as seeing your two friend making out in front of you. i know! you tend to be envious! haha... am i the only one who get to have this feeling? haha. it's as if you would like to ignore just by looking and as if it doesn't bother you at all or at the back of your mind you have to turn around and DON'T see what's going on... oh well, lucky for them they already found each other and suck-y for me i have to deal with friends making out in front of me... haha.
so now i'd just wait, imagine how my knight could be: he'd probably be my long time friend, who is clever but has few and exact words used as building blocks and not as battering rams, the most gentle and amiable but has strong force of character, enough to protect me, i bet he'd also be the most thoughtful and caring person, enough for others and outflowing for me, i also bet he knows how to play guitar and serenade me as an expression of honor, respect, and love, he must also be trustworthy with outflowing thoughts that are remarkable and noble, and most of all i'd bet he's the most sensitive guy who knows when to render an advice and knows when to just sit for a quiet support. he sound so perfect... but i hope he exists.
...and if ever my knight comes, i know i am gonna be the great-EST. :)
You are everything i wanted,
and more...