philopopsicle once exclusive, now accessible to anyone. don't convince yourself that just because you have read some of my bloggerings, it doesn't necessarily follow that you already know me as a person. most of the words written here are just a burst of an immense emotion that needs to find a decent way of break through. i may not write well as you think you do but what the hell, it is my blog. and for those who appreciate, gratitude is my sincere shot.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
no coffee for three months 6:59 PM
this day is harsh for me. too much emotions... my eyes are like windshield on a rainy day [fluid and electrolyte imbalance]. and worst it's swelling like hell. i effingly look like an idiot. nobody can see me this way especially my dad...
i bet i'd be having severe attacks of insomnia these days that's why no coffees as much as possible. not even a sip or else i'd die. huhu. i don't think i'd be able to get that planner... oh well.
the song perfectly explain what i feel right now... :(
only two person knows how i feel right now... they're there exactly at the perfect timing whenever i feel down. if you're reading this you know who you are and thank you so much. you don't know how you two greatly conceal my afflictions... i hope you both know how much i love you...
i still believe GOD counts women's tears...
i can't really explain what i feel right now so just listen to the song. and feel with me.
cheerio. :)
You are everything i wanted,
and more...