philopopsicle once exclusive, now accessible to anyone. don't convince yourself that just because you have read some of my bloggerings, it doesn't necessarily follow that you already know me as a person. most of the words written here are just a burst of an immense emotion that needs to find a decent way of break through. i may not write well as you think you do but what the hell, it is my blog. and for those who appreciate, gratitude is my sincere shot.
Monday, December 8, 2008
i just have to blurt 10:54 PM
i am not some guinea pig you test your theories and hypotheses with. i think i deserve even just a little respect from you. i have fucking tried so hard to communicate with you, and this is what i get. i thought you deserve better than before, but i guess i should have followed my firsthand instinct. you don't see any of my effort so what's the use of change? NOTHING CAN MAKE YOU BE SENSITIVE ENOUGH ANYWAYS. i have tried, you could have valued it. and now i'm tired. so just kiss my ass.
You are everything i wanted,
and more...