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Monday, April 5, 2010
Happy Easter Everyone :) 3:16 PM
I have been out for the past few days now. Just 2 days of tears, proud of my self :) I've learned so much since I've been here. Although I super miss my Daddy and Jethro and most of my friends.
I can say I can sleep better now, everything here inspires me. Sometimes I think it's not the matter on how you plan things, it's just how you work hard for the things you want at the very instant, the passion to acquire it, and how you value just what's right in front of you.
I'm happy because I'm not blogging anymore over some useless heartbreak. But i must thank because that person never made it hard for me. You must guys understand that i am mourning because of the doubt and uncertainty i feel at this very unfamiliar place. But I thank the people that surrounds me for making me feel that I belong here. I am satisfied because at least thanks to technology me and my Dad can still converse (Oh, I miss my best friend). Good thing I've invested more on my Dad more than anybody else.
Awhile ago, while we spend Easter Sunday at the church and Cheesa's place, I've never felt warm since I got here. What-a-wonderful people. I thought I would only be able to see people crowding over the piano singing there ass out having fun on TV screens, with all those old Filipino songs and English too coz the youth sometimes can't relate.. haha. But it can happen in real life pala. I just really had super fun. Nanay and Troy was the BOMB. Love this day. It was indeed a Happy Easter. I just really miss my Dad. I just miss how we'd sing together and just enjoy those classical music…
Happy Easter Daddy :)
Happy Easter Everyone! :)
You are everything i wanted,
and more...