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To my dearest bestest friend :)

(naks. anonymous kuno) ittry ko na talaga magsulat dito kahit di naman ako nalulungkot. alam mo naman na nagsusulat lang ako dito pag malungkot ako e. i guess naka- adjust na talaga ako. surprisingly. ambilis solid di ko akalain. i'm happy here. sana makapunta ka ren dito. feeling ko mas magiging masaya. apply for visa, i'm sure you'll have 90 percent chance of getting one. the only con is that you a newly grad and a nursing grad... but what the hell, take chances! hehe.. pasyal kalng dito! haha. miss na kita solid. alam mo yun. haha.

... and so i've read your emails. haha. nakakatuwa solid. you don't know how much you made me happy. you know how simple i am. you know how simple letters make me smile like a bonkers. but you know how sometimes a shed "eye drops" whenever i miss. haha. so yeah. you freaking made me cry again. i'm just so happy you update me on things happening to you. i wish i could still receive more. haha. you know i'm always eager to hear from you. i'm freaking sloth to sit in front of my computer but i hope i wouldn't grow that hair you were talking about, plus i'm always out so i have few times at home to go online. nga pala, what happened to jo and cis? okay na ba sila? or still having snags? sabihan mo lang ako. i'd try to go online, or private message you on fb :) nga pla kamusta review? ako, i'm self reviewing, i don't know how far i'd go. haha.

okay. so for the longest time i've been here this is one of the few times i cried my ass, not because i was sad, doubtful nor uncertain but because i was happy. i don't know why you're so good to me. you're always there when i need you. there are times i wanted to tell you stories on how i am scared of how uncertain my plans are, i couldn't, because you know i'm trying to control my self from bothering you. but i know you'd be mad to hear that. i know you. as much as i wanted to hear from you, you feel likewise :) and i am always thankful for that. but you know how i'd spare you from all my dramas. hehe. wag ka mag alala pag di ko na kaya, you're always the person i'd run to, one way or another. you know i'd always find you and wake you up from sleep! haha. don't worry about me my friend. i'm doing fine here. babalitaan kita ng mga tips. and i am requesting for more letters/updates. i hope you don't feel like i'm not here anymore just because i don't go online so often. you know i'm always here. no matter what.

i miss you and i love you my friend :)


And to my dearest cousin :)

i've read you letter too. haha. sorry antagal. you know me. i reply late on text and no difference when it comes to letter. haha. you know me, i'm preoccupied with so many vivid things. you know i miss you. and of course you made me cry again. you don't know how comforting you are to me even if most of the times i ruin your day because of my mood swings. good to hear you feel more comfortable in my room and imagining how clean it is now that i'm not using it anymore. haha. i'm so blessed that you're right there now to be with daddy and jet. you don't know how thankful i am with you merely just your presence. i heard you were doing good in school too. hope now that i don't bother you as much to eat at night and all my favors you can finally concentrate, hehe. but you know how i miss our midnight kwentuhan and snacks, our movie trips, our singing-showers...i'd miss how i fight with you because you never fought back. you know how kind you are. and i know how good hearted you are and i know you'd go far. i appreciate how you write. keep on doing that okay? i'd love to hear more from you. don't miss me too much. we'll see each other here soon. so study hard. i miss you! i love you! :)

now i understand why your titas would like you to write them once in a while... i also request more letters/updates!

love you my bienee :) mwah